Thursday, September 30, 2010

...the winds never cease to blow...........

When traveling your road of life, (picture it) you get to the point where the road seems flooded with roadblocks, and you stand staring on, wondering,
                            how in the world am I going to get through THAT?
                           Do you ever at that moment say, "Why me?"     
I have been to that bend in the road too. I am beginning to think that we all travel that path. I was reading in the Book of Mormon,* a story is told about the Jaredites, who were a group of people in the times of the "great tower" (tower of babel). The Lord commanded them to prepare to head to the Promised Land. In the world today, no big deal right; buy a ticket, get on a boat, and waaaaala you are there. BUT for them, they had to ask Heavenly Father what to do; how to build 'boats', how to have light in their journey, & etc. Once those concerns were out of the way, they started on. Ether 6:5 is actually what hit me, it says...
 "And it came to pass that the Lord God caused that there should be a furious wind blow upon the face of the waters, towards the promised land; and thus they were tossed upon the waves of the sea before the wind."             
           ............continuing in vs. 8 "And it came to pass that the wind did never cease to blow towards the promised land while they were upon the waters; and thus they were driven forth before the wind."
Our wind, our roadblocks, our trials.....they are what blow us TOWARDS the Promised Land. Although we wonder sometimes, are they ever going to stop? I have realized, the Lord was actually getting them to where they needed to be. Notice that the winds blew them TOWARDS the Promised Land, and that is exactly what our trials do, they 'blow' us towards who we are to become.

President James E. Faust once said, "The thorns that prick,
                                 that stick in the flesh,
                                                       that hurt, often change lives which seem robbed of significance and hope.This change comes about through a refining process which often seems cruel and hard. In this way the soul can become like soft clay in the hands of the Master in building lives of faith, usefulness, beauty, and strength. For some, the refiner’s fire causes a loss of belief and faith in God, but those with eternal perspective understand that such refining is part of the perfection process."

When staring on, wondering, how in the world am I going to do THAT? Just remember the Lord knows how. Just buckle up, remember the eternal perspective, & be ready to let Him mold you into who you are to become---TO BECOME LIKE HIM!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

"good things to come"

Every journey has its moments; you trip, flat back tire, run out of gas, the list could go on and on and on. A friend once shared with me this story told by Jeffrey R. Holland, an apostle*. Although just a story from his life, I felt like I could relate. I wanted to share that with you.....story time.......

"Thirty years ago last month, a little family set out to cross the United States to attend graduate school--no money, an old car, every earthly possession they owned packed into less than half the space of the smallest U-Haul trailer available. Bidding their apprehensive parents farewell, they drove exactly 34 miles up the highway, at which point their beleaguered car erupted.
Pulling off the freeway onto a frontage road, the young father surveyed the steam, matched it with his own, then left his trusting wife and two innocent children--the youngest just three months old--to wait in the car while he walked the three miles or so to the southern Utah metropolis of Kanarraville, population then, I suppose, 65. Some water was secured at the edge of town, and a very kind citizen offered a drive back to the stranded family. The car was attended to and slowly--very slowly--driven back to St. George for inspection.
After more than two hours of checking and rechecking, no immediate problem could be detected, so once again the journey was begun. In exactly the same amount of elapsed time at exactly the same location on that highway with exactly the same pyrotechnics from under the hood, the car exploded again. It could not have been 15 feet from the earlier collapse, probably not 5 feet from it! Obviously the most precise laws of automotive physics were at work.
Now feeling more foolish than angry, the chagrined young father once more left his trusting loved ones and started the long walk for help once again. This time the man providing the water said, "Either you or that fellow who looks just like you ought to get a new radiator for that car." For the second time a kind neighbor offered a lift back to the same automobile and its anxious little occupants. He didn't know whether to laugh or to cry at the plight of this young family.
"How far have you come?" he said. "Thirty-four miles," I answered. "How much farther do you have to go?" "Twenty-six hundred miles," I said. "Well, you might make that trip, and your wife and those two little kiddies might make that trip, but none of you are going to make it in that car." He proved to be prophetic on all counts.
Just two weeks ago this weekend, I drove by that exact spot where the freeway turnoff leads to a frontage road, just three miles or so west of Kanarraville, Utah. That same beautiful and loyal wife, my dearest friend and greatest supporter for all these years, was curled up asleep in the seat beside me. The two children in the story, and the little brother who later joined them, have long since grown up and served missions, married perfectly, and are now raising children of their own. The automobile we were driving this time was modest but very pleasant and very safe. In fact, except for me and my lovely Pat situated so peacefully at my side, nothing of that moment two weeks ago was even remotely like the distressing circumstances of three decades earlier.
Yet in my mind's eye, for just an instant, I thought perhaps I saw on that side road an old car with a devoted young wife and two little children making the best of a bad situation there. Just ahead of them I imagined that I saw a young fellow walking toward Kanarraville, with plenty of distance still ahead of him. His shoulders seemed to be slumping a little, the weight of a young father's fear evident in his pace. In the scriptural phrase his hands did seem to "hang down." In that imaginary instant, I couldn't help calling out to him:
                     "Don't give up, boy.
    Don't you quit.                               
                                          You keep walking.
                                                                                                You keep trying.
Some blessings come soon, some come late, and some don't come until heaven; but for those who embrace the gospel of Jesus Christ, they come. It will be all right in the end. Trust God and believe in good things to come."

Thursday, September 23, 2010

It was about three years ago next weekend when I took off from the starting line of the St. George Marathon. I remember it so vividly.  Four O'clock in the morning we gatherd around warm fires trying to keep warm in the dark cold morning, until it would be time to line up. As I was preparing my mind & body for what would be the longest run of my life so far, my dad gave me some good advice. Him and my momma love running, too, and have had the experience of running that exact race. My dad was running it with me that day. One thing I remember was, "Now, at some point they will give you what they call 'Goo', it's like the consistency of honey and it gives you an energy jolt." I thought I had it all under control now that I had this experienced runner's knowledge.......
Time came up, with the anticipation bubbling inside, I anxiously was off. In this particular marathon, and maybe in other ones as well (I don't know), every mile or so you are met by people on the sides of the road handing you things such as; water, Gatorade, bananas, 'goo', & so on. Usually they would be yelling out what they had in their hands so that you could just grab and go. That was really nice I thought.
When I was about to reach mile 18, I saw in the distance people handing out what looked like this 'goo' on the end of a Popsicle stick. I thought that was strange, but as I reached their location I grabbed the stick, waving it as I said, "Thank You,"and stuck the whole 'goo' in my mouth and threw the stick on the ground. (I do not believe in littering, they cleaned it all up after us). It only took about 5 seconds to realize that what I had actually put in my mouth was in fact Neosporine. Gross! Yes, I had eaten Neosporine. I couldn't stop laughing to myself just thinking about what all those people thought as I licked that stick clean. It has always made me laugh ever since when I think about it. Yeah and later on in the race, they did give us 'goo' in a package that said, "Goo". Who would have thought? But I think that 'my' goo made my day and has helped me understand my journey ever sense......

When running the race of life we sometimes fall, go the wrong direction or eat "goo". We will probably experience alot of embarrassment and heartache & disappointment at our times. BUT I have learned that these things in life don't define us, they refine us & its even better when they make you laugh. I definitely was refined that day and will never forget it......

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

.....JUST DO IT.......

In the Book of Mormon* on pg. 6 it says,
             vs 7. "....I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord  giveth no commandments unto the children of men, save he shall prepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he commandeth them."
Joseph F. Smith, a former prophet*, once said,
                                      "I made this my rule, when the Lord commands it, do it!"

I know from personal experiences that when I do as the Lord asks, He WILL make a way and I will find joy all along the journey. Think about your own life and your own journey, what has the Lord asked you to do? Are you ready to do it? I find that when I JUST DO IT, I find my way and He is there.

*The Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ.
*Prophets are people like Moses and Noah and Abraham who were sent to earth to be a mouth piece for God to bring us all salvation. Did you know we still have prophets today?

Monday, September 20, 2010

RUNNING LIFE

I have always thought as life as a journey. We each have our own paths, filled with trials & happiness. I have realized that in my life, my joy in the journey comes because of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. I know that because of the things he did for you and I, each day is a new start. That gives me peace in the journey. I came across a scripture in Hebrews 12:1-2...pretty incredible. Felt like it was written just for me. I wrote a song.... don't forget to enjoy your journey today!

He said to "run" and thats what I'll do,
"Never give up, I am here for you!"
The race has rocks, and bumps, and bends,
"Just keep going" you can make it to the end.

When the day begins, the race starts anew,
              FOCUS ON TODAY, you've got things to do.
Lets lay aside every weight, every weight,
                                and lets run with patience the race.

It takes more faith than you'll ever know,
you sometimes wonder which path to go.
You feel so alone and come in last place,
Those rocks and bumps you know have to face.

But, when the day begins, the race starts anew,
              FOCUS ON TODAY, you've got things to do.
Lets lay aside every weight, every weight,
                                  and lets run with patience the race.

He ran the race and He knows your path,
He's felt the pain of every fall you've had.
                       He finished it all, with love for you,
so that each day you can start anew.

Because of Christ,  the race starts anew,
              FOCUS ON TODAY, you've got things to do.
Lets lay aside every weight, every weight,
                                  and lets run with patience the race.